Hi friends. It seems I've been away for a whole week! As the weeks go by, I've found myself more crazed and stressed. I haven't even been able to start on gifts for my own family as I've been spending almost every waking hour finishing up doll orders. Tonight I was on the way home from picking up more packing materials and there were some lights that really cheered me, I had just a moment of that real Christmassy feeling, and that was good.
But all that brings me to this: I've decided to take a hiatus from making dolls for sale. I always underestimate the time involved and thereby cause myself and my family a lot of stress. I love the creative process and the finished product, but the stress (this year particularly) has been more than I can realistically handle. My mom has "forbidden" me from making them again, and Sarah has told me that if I'm going to make them in the future, I need to have a business plan in place first. I don't feel comfortable saying that I will never make them again, but I will probably not sell any in 2012.
I do have this one lonely doll who has been waiting for a home for two years, and if you think you'd like one of my dolls in the next year, I urge you to snatch this last one up! If you are interested in purchasing this doll, please let me know by the end of the weekend so I can try to ship her early next week and avoid the worst of the Christmas post office rush. You can contact me at the email address in the left-hand sidebar of this blog.
It's really hard for me to write this post and put this out there, because it feels sad and a little bit "final". I love my dolls. I love sharing my artistic aesthetic and my skill with the world. But the very real truth is that when I have doll orders hanging over my head, I don't allow myself to knit, or sew, or do my homework, or even relax in the evening with my husband without experiencing a lot of anxiety. And that's been an unhappy way to live the last few years. So until I can figure out a realistic way of running this "business" (that I make almost no money from -- too little to even claim on taxes! -- it really is a labor of love, which is why I need to love it) that allows me to peaceably live my life, I just cannot take any more orders. I will definitely keep you updated from this space!


















